Jesus Tittyfucking

I can only describe this in one way. I stood on a cloud this morning. I have achieved zen. I think it must all be down to the hypnosis that is making me feel at peace again. For the first time I can remember my mind was clear of all noise. I could concentrate again. I have transferred all of my anguish to another body. It is no longer me attacking myself. It is an outside entity. Another person who is the answer-phone machine to my mind. Dear god I haven't felt this great since ever! I cannot believe it. I'm in a state of mania. I have gone too far.............. I can't describe it. I seem to have power over my body. This hypnosis shit is for real. I feel amazing this is scary I must calm down or I'll be ruined for the next week. Wait, I stopped myself. I came back to normality. I came back to the zen. Well, there is not so much on my mind right now. So I'm just gonna sit back and relax.