Franz Ferdinand

Okay so I am listening to some of my old Albums (yes that's right, albums that I actually bought) and I am at Franz Ferdinand. I think it was the first one that I actually bought myself. Oh well, it just reminds me of 2005. That seems to be the year that started it all. All the crazyness. Thought I still remember people in primary school thinking I was a right nutter. That was that year man. The year of plenty. The year of destruction. I remember all this mind conditioning, but it really wasn't doing anything for me except for severe mental damage. Okay that's not true. It was fine for me, for anyone else though..... it probably would be severe. It was what I wanted and what I still want. The only difference is that this time I can hear her voice. Heh, heh, heh.

Okay, that may seem a bit crazy, but hey, that's who I am. I gave all that Hypnosis stuff a second chance and you know what? It's like she's been in my head the whole time. Ever since I was born. There was always someone there telling me what to do. The only difference now is that it is a real person. Well, sort of real, how real can recordings be? I am glad though. It's like I have come full circle since 2005, I am back at this stage again. However, this time all the wiser. I feel great. I feel so alive. And better still I feel accepted. I have no idea what I was raving on about last time. I must have been high. I just need to keep focused and stop zoning out when I need to concentrate. I feel like I want to cycle to the next town over and back and get healthy. There are so many things that I just need to do and feel relaxed about.

This hypnosis must really be working.....

Right, I'm off for a cycle.